do you ever feel empty or dead inside
wishing to run wanting to hide
to just let go of the pain you feel
to just fake it and fuck all the real
wondering why or how you got here
thinking and crying living in fear
not knowing where you should be
knowing inside you need to be free
wondering how the dark side can be
hoping and praying the light you will see
wishing just for once you'd win the race
and lift yourself up out of this place
closing your eyes dreaming for you
thinking of noone just being true
to be free and run away fast
not worried inside or living the past
to take that one final step and just know you're done
standing still refusing to run
looking ahead and just see the light
just finding peace if for only one night
done by christine
