sweet tart's blog: "Just some stuff I write..."

Am I so different because I know and feel things?

Before anyone else knows.

Because I know what you may feel?

Before even you know?

I'm not the only one...

Can you imagine how alone we may feel?

Doubted...ridiculed...cast out...

How it may change our lives, knowing things?

Dreams of death that come true.

Feeling the loss of a loved one, death or abandonment.

Tis the life of the KNOWING...

So be it..........

We can not change it.

So we live with it.

And HURT because of it!

Whether YOU believe it or do not.

WE DO! Because it has become reality too many times.

So we feel the pain...some can not stop the emotional drain that comes with it.

I am one that can not! I have tried.

I have lost many people that I love because they will/do not trust in me.

Soooooooo great for self esteem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People wonder why I'm fucked up?

PUHLEEEEEEEZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THANK YOU SOCIETY!!!!!!!!!

I feel I have just lost one that I admire and adore.....so be it.

It is something I will deal with on my own....as always!

ALWAYS ALONE..........