Well here it is another yr and my husband is out there! he tells' me hes not with her and dont want her and he just uses her right now intil i fix this! we were just together the other nite of course we always have the love and thing's we have a very strong bond with each other! were great 2-gether and I dont doubt his love for me at all really, but why is he there so much ? he say's he dont want her never did just use's her cause she belives what he tell's her which she does! he takes her car and she does what ever he says to do so yea the useing part i can belive she likes to think she knows him shes so far from it and she even told me she knows he lies but yt again she's telling me she with him i gave her the benfit of the doubt the first time when she did it and was with him she may not have knowm about me and hard telling what he told her about us but this time she know's and she still choose to lay down for her was her words not his! she makes herself look like a
W---e no one else has to she does it i dont get that one? and i know he uses her but for her to do it again well I belive any women that lay's down for married man is one sometimes i think i should cheat on him just to pay back or whatever i have to much rescept for him and our marriage to do so i guess! but u tell me this if he's not doing her why is he there at time's and why is it that I have to fix this isnt a marriage of two people ? He refuses to tell me he's with her or has done her or whatever I will not be with him if he has I tell him all the time all u got to do is be honest about it if u want her than stay there just dont lie about it is all! I will never come behind another female and especially that one she's caused alot of problems 4 us and yea i did alot of bitching about it this past yr but shit i got tired of the shit and her she'd texed my phone and was on the phone with him all the time acting as if she something she think's she know's darrel and am sure he make's her think she does he's told me the kind of person she is and wht she has to be like to feel like a good person i say wht ever turns her on but u tell me this do i stand by my husband with all of this cause he says nothing he wants with her and he dont want her and dont even like alot of things about her i fronted him with the shit she says about the sex shit hes saying hell no he dont want her never will am just useing her till u get ur shit togethter and hes sick of me always beliving her shit over him he's my husaband and i shouldnt listen to a bitch that's just trying to cause problems with us so is it my place as a wife to trust this and to be there with him? or is there really a limit to all of this ? cause there's two in a marriage correct not three ? he emails' and texts me all the way till new yrs nite and now hes mad at me cause i didnt respond which i did he just says i didnt so i kept them on the phone to prove so and with her she knows am with him and know i just was with him the other nite but yet hell i dont know he tells me all i have to do is listen so do I do i stop fighting this so much and just let it be ? am tired of hurting all the time it's affecting my work and my health very much! so tell me isnt it if he says he's comein home and he's not doing her wouldnt he be here ? instead of just the meeting that we do dont get me wrong i know he wont stay with her she messed that up along time ago he likes her as friend but he plays that part to get what he wants she asked me why do u let him do this to u ? thought she had some nerve seeing's he did her the same way and is agian ? but i guess it makes one to feel better when they dont think it's them it's gettin done too.. she know's how me and darrel is and yet she think's there's going to be something there or something she was even dumn enough to get rid of a man that she liked and did her good as she say's to be used makes' no sicne to me at all? for some reason she wont get out of our life but she blames that on him arent people soppose to take fault in wht they do as well I love him i do but i think our marriage should come first not a friend? I mean dont get me wrong no man is going to turn it down when it's free and in his face as she does but damn she lost her husband to one so u would think she would have more rescept for marriages and people in general but she dont ! she's lies to him about all the shit she has done she fake i just thought he was smarter than that so i guess am little disappointed in tht with him my husband is very smart oh hell i am done i dont know what to do with all this shit i could go on and on with this does he not tell me about her cause he know how i feel about her and this shit and i will never go back to him does he not tell me cause he dont want to hurt me ? or cant he tell me it cause it all bullshit that she say's ? I miss him so - Ithink at times it would just be best to do what he asks and just be done with it instead of sticking up for me
