i have a hard decsion 2 make. do i go on vaction 2 n.c or do i start savin more 4 a place of my own. i've been planning on goin 2 n.c 2 c a guy i want 2 be with but its a 12hr drive. i can stop after 6hrs in the middle at my cousins. which might now be so bad alone 2 drive. (my 1st all by myself) or do i change my mind which is also second guessing myself already. normal but a pain. do i start savin more and get my own place. its not so bad livin here with my folks and my sarah. i have my room and the computer room, plus sarah has her own room. and i never have 2 pay rent. lucky me. but its so not my place if u know what i me. i really want 2 c my friends and chris(the guy i love) maybe i just have cold feet lol.......... its almost driven me nuts.....yes i'm crazy.!!! let me know whatcha think my fubar's!!!!!!!
