Alex's blog: "DizBeeMahBlog"

how exactly do you let go of someone you have held onto for yrs ?? how do you transition from one to another without someone getting hurt ?? your brain tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another. you cannot love a ghost, or can you ?? im a glutton for punishment. i have a choice to make. hold onto an old love, or build another ? or let them both go, and live your life loving this ghost. which is comfortable, but hurts like hell at times. when you fall in love, you hold this hope, at one point do you let go of that hope ?? when you fall out of love with them, or when you two are no longer together ?? and how the fawk do you know if youre still in love ?

thanksgiving in our household is always so chaotic. however, the smell of food and the abundance of beer always makes up for everything in between. with seven women and only four men, it should be vaguely interesting. happy thanksgiving !! :)

how important is attraction when youre looking to date someone ?? if youre not that physically attractive, you must posess some redeaming qualities...and if you are physically attractive, do those other qualities matter ?? i was discussing this with a friend of mine, two of them. one said, "he has to be cute."...the other said, "as long as hes funny." bullshit. i dont care how funny a guy is, there arent a lot of women that would overlook a fucked up grill, or a missing limb, right ?? why is it that guys are called assholes for this though ??