Divorce was something i never wanted. Split up and separated memories of how our love used to be in me are all that are haunted.
Wishing and hoping our love was strong dreaming and wanting you to come along and realize the mistakes we made and that neither of us want to leave the other.
You came by last night but only for a minute and never showed you cared. I feel our love slipping away in to darkness and now i'm scared.
Scared of the loneliness i now feel. Scared of the pain divorce brings the kids. Scare of my life starting over again. Scared I will never again hear you say the three most important words (I Love You)
Scared of the way you treated me I had to let you go. Knowing that you would never change was something i didnt know. I gave you more chances than you deserved both of us being here trying on this earth. Now the way you look at me im just a piece of meat. And when you've had a bad day i get the heat.
Why do i keep letting you back after all that you do? It is like i am being punished for ever doubting you.
I wish i had the man i married right here by my side. My life is like a roller coaster up and then sharp down like a slide.
Its like you never cared enough to make as effort to change. I told you what i wanted but you want it to be the same.
I sit here and i wounder why i am only meant to hurt and cry. Ages of love couldnt help me out. Nothing could help our marriage went south.
