Flowing spirit takes control
leading me astray
distorting all my thoughts
emotions runaway
why do I perform
upon life's envious stage?
Is it all a game?
A dance within a cage?
Am I full of anger?
torn and insecure
not knowing good from bad
some inborn fatal flaw?
pain from pleasure haunts me
guilt drives away the glow
the world screams lessons at me
and yet I still don't know
