I feel disconnected from my heart
as if to be a part of the heart
would somehow at this moment
be overwhelming
all the truths that are so clear
would somehow weigh to heavy
in that moment
so I disconnect
if only for the length of time
it takes to write these words
or maybe a few days more
it is odd to watch life detached
not at all something that fits well this soul
to watch as I always have
yet watching removed from the real
from the soul in life
that I cherish so very much
I promise myself
that I will come out from
behind that growing wall
of misguided comfort soon
after all while the heart
may be heavy
it is a heart uniquely fitted
to just my soul
it will never weigh more
then my human spirit can bear
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