The whispers in my ears
All the world and my fear
They all coincide
They crash and collide
I cant make any sense
Of all this nonsense
Its all lies that I hear
I cant stand it, just disappear
Hiding in the comfort of my mind
What a betrayal I now find
What I thought to be real
Was all fake, But how do I deal
I run away instead of showing my face
Displaying such disappointing disgrace
What do you mean you love me
You lied its obvious, but Im glad I see
You showed me something that was wrong
But now Im reminded of you by every song
I get it now more than ever before
Now the options I have I will explore
How will I rid you from my thoughts and heart
Thats a difficult task from the start
But you know maybe it was meant this way
Who knows I cannot really say
There is something I dont understand
An answer from you I will demand
Did you ever truly love me as you said
Or was it something I made up in my head
I cant comprehend all the pain you put me through
when there is nothing to take it away I can do
You whispered such words of love and devotion
But didnt follow through with your notion
You said you loved me for me
But that just cant truly be
Seeing as it doesnt seem you care
I gave you my heart willing to share
You didnt really feel what you said you did
Your true feelings you actually hid
Whatever you say matters no more
Things will never be as they were before
Though I love with with my soul
This is far beyond anyones control
I will never stop loving you as I do now
But I will be strong and make it somehow.
Be good to the one your future wife
Be happy and share with her your life
She is the one for you
Im sorry I cannot be there too.
