Knowing what I know now, Im comfortable.
I have a better understanding of things
they have broaden on a hole differet spectrum.
Not visually but mentally
Though many things may not make sense
I'm doing what I feel is right.
Though it may kill me inside
I must swallow my pride.
let that be my guide
I know and see what it's doing to another
So their best interest is a hand
Because to me he's a amazing man
No matter the outcome I will not walk away
All the men in my life I have a strong bond with
This is how I must live
take it as a gift
The bond will never subside
It's not a physical attraction
It's a mental state
I'm "different" and I must accept that
