The long lost words of long dead poet's blog: "The Flag"

If i could show u all the pain I endured
... I wouldn't
If I could make u understand what I've been thru
... I could't

If u been where I have been
... you wouldn't
Act the way you act
... You couldn't

But life goes on
I carry on
With heavy heart
And broken soul

My life simple now
It's black and white
And yet some thing's amiss
I dont feel right

Like part of me
Is thorn away
Like all i need is here
And yet so far away

And like a tiger at the zoo
I'll never be free
And i did my best to fake it
But I'll never feel free

So I stay up at night
Lost in side my fight
Im scared to close my wicked eyes
Because the dreams arent so nice

And only remeberence of death
Stays scared into this face
And it's that painful knowing
That to this day keeps me going