Ok for all of my dearest friends, family and fans who love me as only friends could,I just hope everyone can understand the frustrations and pain I feel right now. It's bad when your own sister has to remind you that your possibly going through early menopause because your 35 and getting up there in age. What she doesn't also seem to realize is that not everyone can be so against other people being happy to think they could possibly be pregnant and yes it does happen to the best of us. We tend to think that if a woman is unable to get pregnant at the drop of a hat, then there is something physically wrong with her. But sometimes it's something as little as lack of concern on most parts. I know this doesn't make any sense and I probably should have a drink now that I know I am not pregnant and shouldn't be as disappointed in this but in all honesty and reality I am disappointed. I guess that is why I am in such a sour mood tonight. Nothing like getting your hopes dashed over something off. Oh well.
