Reflections of the now and then.
even though with my babyboy,am i all alone?
Dont have a boyfriend,even though i know all these man.
what am i supposed to do,where is my home?
have to make a decision,and dont know how.
no loving hearts that are connected.
someday i am in my highest,someday on my low.
feeling by so many man necklected.
need to stop searching,let it come to me.
let the right men come to me.
i just have to be patient,
then i will see.
need to concentrate on my kid and my future,
and anything else i will conquere.
thought i had a loving husband,
but my marriage just went wrong.
have now a problem with trusting.
to get me there again the bond gotta be strong.
need to stop trippin,these man got me flippin....
and all of that just cause i dont wanna be alone.
i used to be different,i used to chill out.
finding a men,thats not what it was about.
i used to go party,have some drinks and dance.
already knew,i had some man there in advance.
today i still go out to dance and chill.
but soon as i get in,i order a drink,sit back and be still.
im watching these girls that remind me of me....
how i was doing things,how i used to be.
all i want now is to meet somebody thats true.
somebody that wants to know the real me,thats the cue!
that i can chill with,talk with or dont say nothing at all...
someone i can be there for and that will also catch my fall.....
someone to be silly with or simply just to lay in his arms and cry....
but i am still all alone and i am asking myself why?
i am walking by these guys i know and saying to myself"could it be you?"
but until i will figure this out there is still one question on my mind...
WHAT TO DO???????
