so for the last few weeks,my son has really been pushing things.he treats me like im nothing like im just dirt to him.he will get in my face and yell at me.if hes not being just completeing rude to me he acts like im not on the earth.But when Dave is home Dylan still wont mind me but he does act different toward me.He acts like Dave is god and im a dog.And theres been many times ive cried and dave has always made me feel better.Dylans always acted like i was a no body.
Well today i called my mother to ask her for help to ask her for some advice that might help.She told me it was all my fault.he acts this way becuz I havent done a good enough job as a mother to him.i called davecrying my head off.i called her for help. i put myself down all the time so much so that i dont need others to do it for me.ive been crying for the last i dont how long and my son keeps asking me y im crying,
i love my son he is my life.i risked my life to have him.ever since i was lil ive always wanted to be a mother.with out my boy id be nothing.So to have my mother tell me im a bad mom just hurts so much.my mom has always told me im worthless im used to that but this is a whole new thing.Im so thankful i have Dave to help me thru everything.i love him so much.i have a great life but yet ive been crying my eyes out and im so sad.
