i wish i knew how to make my ex realize im not a bad person. i know i let my anger get the best of me but its only because i was afraid of getting hurt. like i told her all i know how to do is run which i dont know anything else besides that. i really want to make things better and make her realize im trying to make the changes necessary to make her happy but i dont know how i can do that when she constantly gets mad when i do open up to her. then there are all her friends who run their mouths on me like they know me. they came between me and her by telling her a whole bunch of lies. i just dont know what i can do to get her back.