Dusk's blog: "Demon Dreams"

sweet and tender lullabies turn into hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams love will fall as hate will rise all we had inside will die in our dead reality while Dreaming the Demon's Dreams Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams another word for Reality Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams come with me and you will see fall asleep and you will find every thing you once loved, die My Demon Dreams will make you cry now fall inside my Demon Dreams Sweet and tender lullabies turn in to hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams come with me and you will see our hellish reality this is true dont question it now live my Demons Dreams

behind these bars a tear runs down her cheek no one hears her burtal screaming shes burning alive in agony and the pain still screams can you feel the tormet can you feel her pain her blood runs dry as it slowly boils dead in her dreams nothing will ever make her feel the same the torment of burning alive when no one hears her dieing shes locked inside a burning prison looking up to the sky she sees the white wings flying now all the evil she once lived for has khoticly risen laying all alone she dosent care at all crying in the dark as the fire slowly faids the once strong killer comes to a painful fall her red blood begins to darken and shade bring her not into death but let her live in pain revenge so sweet when the movtive is what keept you alive as she stands alone her tears no longer stain shes one of the verey few that had the strenth to survive ~ when left behind~ now carying the past hevely upon her her revenge is in her grasp shes thinking of her killer as she will hear his final gasp -dont stop now its only one step nearer go end your crying pain and free your broken soul his long awited death will anialate their fear you have been in so much pain stuck in this hole now its time to steal his hateful soul- yet she still stops to think and wonders why so confused and can only find one reason and she still whants to se him suffer and die but she still thinks of that one lonley reason why dose that reason care so much im just the burning angel that got left behind and i want to leave it all when i feel his touch my broken heart is lying here for him to find these are her broken thoughts that no one ever knew and know the echoing gun shots will rise again as clues now her thougts are riseing she has to wonder what is more above her blood lust is slowly dieing because she fell in love

its been cut so manny times i nolonger feel the pain saveing me should be a crime this is not a game kill my jumstarted heart its whithering away my death has just begun to start im deing on this lonley day its beeding and torn dripping with bloody barbedwire stabed fifty times with the same rose thorn within there is no fire my damn jumpstarted heart is withering away my death is here to start yet i know again ill walk away

tick tick tick ill shoot the god damn clock tock tock tock cross cross cross go more and more days flip flip flip go the calender pages stop stop stop goes my mother fucking heart beep beep beep and it wont jump start drip drip drip goes my blood on the floor stop stop stop i couldnt take it any more drop drop drop goes my slow heart rate dot dot dot now its too late

my life at this moment is seriously pissing me off i am living with my mom who may ave to get locked up 4 a year my grandfather is makeing me live with him and has just kicked my bf out i wanted to leave with my bf but couldnt... i have the responsabilty of two horses on my hands but its all good when my mom is out and its all back to normal my bf will come back to va so its just a matter of waiting and surviving through all the bull shit we all have to put up with