Trying to stay sane with these conflicted thoughts
Though I want to surrender to what chaos has brought
I must resist, for to give in is to lose all that I've gained
I fought hard for my freedom, I won't go insane
I refused to be hypnotized by its alluring song
And though its call is powerful and strong
I must struggle against its drawing intoxication
Insanity's pull attempts to ensnare me with temptation
Feeding fuel to the fire as my confusing emotions unfold
It lit the fuse, watched it ignite and explode
I'm caught in the middle, I feel so unstable
I must keep from surrendering, but what if I'm unable?
With a fork in the road, which way do I go?
One road leads to eternal damnation
While the other leads to complete emptiness
Which turn to take? Which road should I choose?
Each decision I make grants me something to lose
Nowhere to go, no way of knowing, no one to tell
Is this the bliss I sought, or have I created my own hell?