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Sometimes i just feel like whatever i do the world will just continue if i died tommorow. Thats very true but we need more people on this earth that will make change for the better. I know i am here for a purpose, whatever i do with my life will make me happy. If your current situation makes you unhappy then by all means change it, but your life has to have a purpose or general direction. I think everyone could improve at least one thing in their life and mabye that one thing is the biggest thing but you have to at least try. If you dont that one thing could turn into a divorce,loss of self esteam,and even thoughts of suicide or murder. There was a point in my life where i didn't even leave my home to visit friends or even go to school. I was in a horrible depression and didn't even feel like leaving my bed. My dad was the person who i called everyday for advice. He talked me out of killing myself countless times. My dad is a musician and one day he came to my house and played me a song called f#$@ the world. It was a song about a man who was mad at the world for no reason. Just like me he had nothing to lose if he died. In simple terms he was a defeatist. The song ended with the man killing himself and all of his friends showing up at the funeral. They were worse of without the man. My dad cried at the end of his song and spent all day talking to me about my life and where i was heading. The day after that i had gotten a job and started my life over again. My motto was no longer ftw and i no longer feel depressed thanks to my dad and his music. Thats why everyone lucky enuogh to be here should cherish every moment instead of just wasting. I happen to think that no one can do something just like you. That makes you special and you should be happy and thankfull for the friends and family you have and spend the most time with them as possible. R.I.P. Dennis George McClain 6/10/07 I love you and i miss you.
