I'm just over tired
I know
But I'm psyching myself out
Maybe its the season
maybe its cuz my brother and step-mom died this month
Or maybe its because I'm alone
Not really sure
The tears are coming way too easily these days
On a whim
For no reason
But no one sees that
Just Charlie, my cat
But he gets it
And is there for me
I feel so gutted
Like a wounded animal
My heart is empty
And I want to feel again
But it needs to go both ways
This one way street I'm stuck on is dark
There is no light
No flame
No nothing
I can't wait for this to be done
