December 3rd will mark the 8th anniversary of my sons death. On this day he was born a still born. It has been so hard for me to get through this so many times but I've done it so many times. It doesn't get any easier at all. B/c when I look at my nephew Cameron and my niece Skylar. I see all the things that I'm missing with my son. But even though he is not with me right now. I know he is watching me and looking out for me too. He is my special angle in the sky's. I think about him every single day that I'm living. But I do know that I will be with him someday, but not right now. When my time has come, I will see my son again. In away I'm looking forward to that day in time.
Since he is not here with me. I put all of my love and joy into Skylar and Cameron. When they want something they will always get it from me. B/c I'm there favorite uncle out of 10 of us. :D.
