Well tomorrow is the 4 yr anniversary of my sister death, they say it gets easier as time goes on , but I beg the difference. Every holiday, birthday, or just some weird occassion she still is not here. I am writing this today cause I wont be here tomorrow, it is my time to grieve the lose of a loved one, Debbie where every you may be I know you will keep me strong and fighting til the end I love you Sis you are my best friend!!!!!!