To All My Friends

Well my dear friends just wanted to give a update of things that are going on in my life

I may be down in the dumps right now but with 3 out of 4 of my best friends in my corner I am slowly getting back on my feet I know what I have to do but it is just hard to fight with a man you fell in love with as a kid and then again after so many years but I have not talk to him in about a week now and I do not plan on talking to him unless I have to but not that I do not want to talk to him and remain friends I would love to but I am doing the things that I need to do for ME and only me now I can not let his negitive aditude bring me down any more I need to get back on my feet fine everything that I need for myself I will always be there if he needs me to talk to but as for any thing more NO NOT right now or ever and it brakes my heart to say it but I need to come frist  

Why oh why do men and brake ups have to hurt as much as they do when u have one person tring to make it work and the other seems to push you away and they you change the roles around and your the one who pushes him away when you really just wanted to save everything but never relize it till it is toooooo late 

well I know that he might look at this and I am not saying it is all one sized it is not all your faullt and it is not all my fault  we shared 50% 50% of it

ok now I will let you all go I just need to vent some I guess thanks for reading this if anyone dose if not well it was a good way to vent

Thanks