Dear Dad,
Every year I write you a letter on the anniversary of your death....Well another year has passed. Its now been 5years today...Feburary 1st 2003 we lost you dad...I miss you more and more and more,year after year...Well alot has happened in the last year as you already know....I turned 35 last year wow Iam gettin to 40 quick Yikes!!! Iam somewhat mending my relationship with my mother again...Why? Who knows dont ask! I miss you...Been out to ya gravestone a couple times in the last few weeks...Well heres the scoop for the year....AJ...Wow hes gotten so big and good looking, ya would be proud of him...Last year he turned 17 in march...He didnt anything but school this year,no sports or anything...wanted him cracking the books...Well again here in about a month in a 1/2 he will be 18...graduates in may...And the best of all thing...your grandson has been accepted to college...Iam SOOO proud of him...He'll be going to northwestern in Ohio in the fall...He is majoring in mechanical engineering...Ok and now Miranda...As ya know Miranda had a rough year last year...She went into rehab and in all places Marquette...She recently got out earlier this year...Shes soooo proud of herself and as Iam as well....She is having some issues with school...Shes beautiful dad...Blossomed into a beautiful young lady...She still doesnt understand why shel has bigger boobs then her LOL leave it to my girls to say something like that ya know?....Ok Shelbie's turn dad...She's still a character in a half...She has gotten sooo big all around...HaHa...She just turned 14 back in November...She started high school last year...Damnit dad Iam getting old and I dont like this...But oall she's doing good...Weve a few issues as ya know already with her but working on her with it...Ok now well I guess that is my turn...Gettin old as ya know..Went through a few stupid men as usual couple times being engaged...I was about to give up all hope on men...I joined an adult dating site and chatted with a few people met a few people and so forth...Moved to Westland in August with someone a mutal friend made possible...Was good at 1st then fizzled...Seemed I stayed with friends of mine more then where I actually lived....Which was better anyways...Well come November I started back to work at Speedway...its ok wished I could find better though which in time Iam sure that I will...Went to a party on that adult dating site...Had WAY to much to drink that which ya know...Had though a great time meeting new friends and such...Well a few days prior to that i was minding my own business and chit chatting...When I was just chatting away a guy in there with the screen name pjc25....So we exchanged yahoo's and met at that party a couple days later...Hit it off real well between us...He was seeing someone at the time we had met yea I know bummer huh? Well read on ya will see what happens...So pat and I start spending alot of time together talking and such and just before Christmas dad we got serious....A few days after that Patrick James Clark asked me to be his wife...Dad he makes me sooo happy and has been very supportive...Wished ya couldve met him dad...He is a VERY social drinker doesnt smoke has had the same job 8 1/2yrs now unlike Steve...o0o0o0o on that sour note haha...He has started paying support again...Shocked? I know Iam!!! As I tell ya every year I miss coming to the house to visit with ya and to listen to ya ranting and raving at that damn t.v. *rolls my eyes* haha....Overall last year wasnt all that bad for me...Looks like this year 2008 that it is not going to be a good year...Guess that we will see...Other then Patrick and I get married will be about the only good thing thats going to happen this year other then AJ graduating...Patrick takes good care of me....both mentally physically emotional anything I need he's there for me...He's met my mom and kids and seems to like the kids and vice versa...As I I have told ya many times before I love and miss you everyday!!! You will always be in my heart and soul Forever...We will talk again at this time next year...By then I will have been married just under a year...Iam goin to miss you walking down the aisle again but since your not here Iam wanting AJ to do it...You'd be soo proud of him doing that for me...But again dad till next year I love you and miss you...Wished ya was still here with me but your in a way better place now...All my love to you from me!!! R.I.P Dad Feburary 8,1941 to Feburary 1,2003.....
Love Always,
Your little girl
(This is a letter to my father He died 5years ago today and was my best friend amongst being the greatest father in the world...I write him a letter every year on the anniversary of his death helps me to grieve better)
