Emmy D's blog: "day to day life"

okay here is the deal.. I love my cousin to death and she lost her mother in January, and she just turned 17. And i found a way that i might be able to do something VERY nice for her if i can get enough feedback on it. There is going to be a new show and its pretty much gonna be to where she could meet her FAVORITE celeb, and i really wanna do that for her... so if you could stop by and vote on both of these for me it would be so much help. http://www.realitywanted.com/member/id/90868 and thank you

: Deep Heavy Speaking : Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within and persuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above They'll never see I'll never be I struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me : Deep Heavy Speaking : But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you They'll never see I'll never be I struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me They'll never see I'll never be I struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me Ohhh oohh ahh oohh ahh ohh (x4) :Heavy Scream: Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived yet died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you They'll never see I'll never be I struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me Ohhh oohh ahh oohh ahh ohh (x4) fade out

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely. I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue. I knew, you'd love me as long as you wanted, and someday, you'd leave me for somebody new. aaaahhhhhhhh aaaaaaahhhhhhhh WORRY?!? Why do I let myself worry?!? And I'm wondering, what in the world should I do?ooohhhhh aaaahhhhh I'm crazy for thinkin that my love could hold you...And I'm crazy for tryin and crazy for cryin, and I'm crazy for lovin you I'm crazy for tryin and crazy for cryin and I'm crazy for lovin you I'm crazy for tryin and crazy for cryin and I'm crazy for lovin you

Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you.... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Just hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment here with you

Smiles and her laughter, It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time. Regardless of our distance, and our hope, grows greater. Swept by pretty eyes and laughter for, a time. The only thing that I've been waiting for. I hope it's something worth the waiting, 'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real. Thunderstorms could never stop me, 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily. She's simple yet confusing, Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble. Days seem like years in this month of December. The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep. And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me. I hope it's something worth the waiting, It’s the only time that I ever feel real. Thunderstorms could never stop me, 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily. There's no one in the world like Emily. first to last - Emily