day by day , i think am truely happy with were i am in my life . and one day when life slows down for me and i finely get a glance of were i have gotten in my life .and what i have to show for it .. i have always been told i have to roll with the punchs that life throws at me . it may not be easy and i may fall but all i can do is get back up and try again ..till i get it right the next time . i often cry at night cuz life is not easy for me i have 2 wonderful kids in my life who loves and needs me, as much as i need them .i have been married to a man four 11 years now that doesnt understand the word love , he dont show love or even give love .in any shape or form .i get so lost in sadness sometimes of feeling so alone and so hated that it hurts deep down inside . what is life with no love .what is life with no meaning , i would love to be happy ,i would love to be free to feel love. to open my heart to thing it has never felt before .
