I have come to the conclusion that dating fuckin sucks. OK so that wouldnt be that bad if I had more friends and a way to spend my free time but being in a new city it has been difficult going out and meeting new people. I guess that is in part because the shy side of me comes out. It is really getting annoying and old. I dont know what to do. I meet somebody online and it doesnt work out for whatever reason I dont know because I dont get any contact after the first date. Its like really am I that fucked up or that bad of a person that I cant even get why they dont want to talk any more? What the fuck is the deal? Well anyways I just needed to vent about the bullshit that has been going on.