I awake in the darkness. The sound of silence is deafening. I walk blindly thru my thoughts of you. I want you to be there. With my outstretched hand, I fumble for you. If you can see me, I beg of you to touch me. I beg of you to share your light. I have forced my light away from you, with the sickness that surrounds my heart. Darkness, is now the only comfort that I have. Darkness is the only way to make sure you have not gone completely away. If I can not see, then all I can do is feel. I want to feel you take over me, caress me, and comfort me. I want you to shield me from the pains in this world. The pains I can not see in my darkness. If you decide to shed your light on me, be fore warned. My eyes are sensitive. I will beg of you to take me back, back into the nothingness that I know. Bring me to life slowly, for without the threat of death I feel nothing. Darkness equals comfort and light equals uncharted boundaries. Be gentle and uncover your light slowly. Darkness is all I have, prove to me that your light is worthy of unleashing myself into your world. I will stand in the shadows until then. Waiting, watching blindly into the night, seeing only the dark figures dance that I have created.
