lost marine52 fu married to St0n3rB1tchT...'s blog: "darkness past"

he dwells with in, he lauphs at my pain. he demands my blood, and i give it to him. little cuts of pain and pleasure, little cuts of obedence. HE WANTS IT, HE WANTS MY BLOOD, SO HE GETS IT. i cant stop it, no more heart ach, i cant take it. no more pain. ill let it out. let the blood pour. 13 slashes, and 13 more, lets my heart fall to the floor. and the demon? he is inside me, forever more.

you came to me once, i was but a child. you came to me twice, i was 14 years old. you came for me thrist, i was 19 years old. so many times you have come yet you turned away. atleast 20 times, these past 4 years, but each time you have been denied. but now im tired of dodging, its time to rest in your arms. take me away, my will be done. the fight in me is gone. dont want to keep on, time is hear, clame your prize, because life serves me purpose no more