Up in the sky the light dimmed
As storm clouds were born out of the bad mood
I tried to speak but I had nothing to say
Today just wasnt one of my days
The words always come out of my mouth
With no hesitation about the msiconceptions that may come about
Today just wasnt one of those days
My mind is frantic with thought
But the thoughts wont come out of my mouth
Is it insecurity
The fear of individuality
I am who I am
But not anymore
Today was the day I lost myself
To the perilous gloom of the sick sad world surrounding me
Filled with mechanical forms of expression
And drones to serve the bidding of their synthetic king
Where did all the freedom go to?
It went to the back of my mind
Where the words are trapped
By the confusion of a million trapped thoughts
That never got the chance to extract themselves
From the fear that lies deep within
