Okay, that is what I am feeling right now...YIKES!!! At work, my average handle time is not getting any better. The calls are getting worse and I can not seem to fix this. But it's hard you know when you have to work with the business accounts that have like 20 or more lines and you get a user that calls in about all of the lines....Sheesh. Well, there are three steps to getting fired in this place; kind of like three strikes and you are out process. I have to be on my third step now due to average handle times on the phone...otherwise my attendance is great and everything else that goes with it.
So I am kind of scared at this point....I may need to start looking for another job or something.
Then this week has nothing been more and more drama in my life in regards to my ex and his new wife. Supposedly, my ex husband and father of my kids is in training and has been gone for like two months. I just got a new cell phone since I lost service on my home phone, so I gave him my number and asked something simple....like for the kids sake why can't you start calling and let everything go from the past.....I got a call from him last Sunday but missed the call, however. So I called him at home later that night and got his wife at home. All was fine talking to her at first till she had to state that I am using the kids as pawn in a game of chess; she is still believing that I am telling the kids that their father does not love them. So naturally the conversation did not last very long, but I kind of figured that she would do that though. I was hoping to have a pleasant conversation with her about things that were important but not with this woman.
Anyhow, I also have reason to believe that my ex is going overseas next year, and his miss high and mighty wife loves to only think that "Yes, now we can get away from the ex wife for a chance". Now, I don't know about you but a good mother would look at what is important with the kids in this case. Besides, all I have wanted to do at all was for my kids to be involved with their father; I can't really help what happend back in January though, my ex did that to himself as well as his wifey. And now they blame that time on me and so they do not trust me. All I can say is that if you are a father at all to your children, you do not give up just because the kids do not want to talk to you on the phone and wait till they want to call and talk to their father....the father is responsible for staying in contact with the kids and you DONT put that kind of responsibility on the kids themselves.
Oh, but all I can do now is just wait and see what happens. Maybe something will wake up in my ex's mind and realize that these kids are just as important as the kids he gets to see everyday.
