JESTER's blog: "Decisions"

You ever have one of those days, weeks years when everything seems to either be paused in time or rushing at you like a freight train? Yeah that has been life lately except I never get one or the other.

Ever have to make a fast decision that could impact not only your life for the future but also alter the way things were in the past? Yeah I know that too.

I had to make a tough decision lately, stick to what I know and be comfortable. Or challenge myself in a great and vast unkown. Thing is all my bags were still in the comfort zone. Even knowing that the comfort zone might not be right and the unknown could be the absolute
greatest thing since sliced bread. It came down to how well I could look at myself in the mirror when the dust settled at the end of the day.

Imagine having everything you used to dream of go away immediately because you made a decision. Or having everything that you have dreamed of recently leave if you don't. What do you do, how do you know? Can you risk leaving the biggest and best things in your life for what you think and hope will make you happy? Or do you stay and suffer some pain to still have those things? That is what I feel I had to decide recently and I can only hope it was the right one.

You know what they say "Life sucks then you die" Yeah the past couple weeks have definitely felt like that.