Damn everytime i talk to him,everytime i look at our pictures together i am reminded of how much i still love him.My heart is a heavy cloud,waiting to release the pain ,anguish and love I have for him.I want one more chance ,one more chance to show him how much i love him,to show him what a great guy he is and how i can give him the life he deserves.My heartbreaks just thinking about his smile,thinking about how he used to hold me in his arms, thinking of how when she was near he gave me looks of "i love you".Our secret i shall ever keep close to my heart ,our secret i shall take to the grave for he means that much to me.... i just wish i meant that much to him.He knows who he is,he knows what i speak of I just wish he knew what i felt.Just to hear him utter words of love towards me would make me whole again.
