liking to keep things up to date as i do--i checked out my 'family' list---damn--some of them haven't talked with me for over a year--damn-while some are still so very very dear to me.
out of respect for the latter--i did a clean sweep of those who don't know or care if i'm living or dead--but sadly at one time were so dear that i would separate them for dearness to be 20 out of 3000+
now they don't care about me--or it least it seems that way.
this makes me sad--sorrrrrry
