why does it have to be so hard?
my father's words hurt
more then the cuts ever could
u all pull me from every direction
i am breaking..
i gave my heart so freely
i fear theres none left...
i feel my words or now fake
and meaningless...
i cant cry
and when i do im told to stop
i am so alone...
so empty...
sick of being wrong
sick of being shit
i have to let go
in order to grow
so this means i leave everything
or stay and fight..
and shrink away to nothing
