Why do I feel the way I do
Why do I take all this sh*t from you
How could you treat me, the way you did
Didnt even bother you, knowing im your kid
I thought you loved me, the pain is real
You seemed to control my thoughts and how I feel
And yet it never sank in your head
How would you react if I was dead
Unable to hurt me, unable to see
The kind of person I'd grow up to be
You could have stopped my heart from breaking
You could have took back all the aching
Maybe someday it will sink in your head
Hopefully before I end up dead