These last two days totally blow my mind.
It started out totally wicked...I consumed an unusually large amount of alcohol and not enough food. Now all I can do is sit here and hope my head stops spinning and my mac n cheese stays down...I'm dying of thirst but every glass of water I drink I get a little more queasy...I have a lot on my mind and am too lazy and tired to find my journal. So that's what this blog is for...for the times I'm sitting on Fubar listening to GrewSum and just don't want to put in the effort to go find my notebook...
I am crazy. No really...I am.
But here's the thing that's fresh on my mind. Why in the world do girls act all dumb. They say things can be a certain way then when everything seems alright they change their mind. I have an amazing boyfriend. I don't care who he has sex with because I know he loves me. Sex is just sex...love is LIFE! So before you say I'm stupid of that its not supposed to be that way...keep in mind I love with everything I have and I give everything I have to give. He loves me. I love him. He loves her and I'm okay with that. But she hurt him and keeps hurting him. I can't fix it or make it all okay. So I opened my mouth and said some dumb shit about him and I. I have HORRIBLE timing. I hurt him basically the same way she was...so last night was a vodka and sprite night...then rum....then tequila...then...well we don't really need to go there...Why can't everyone just get along. Be an adult, talk about your issues.