It burns in my brain and I feel it through me calling........
I can not let you win, not this way......... what do you want from me?
I bleed for you, paying a cost that I carry forever deep within my skin.
Recorded on my flesh like a calendar of nighmarish memories......
What do you want from me????
I gave you my soul like a slave and I couldnt break free,
your to strong.................. and Im just me.... or so they say.
I'll forever be chained to you because I was bound with your metal around my heart like armor.
Are they right and will I always fall?
Can I not run fast enough to escape your taunting my tears?
A mess, a freek, disgusting and sick... I cant hide what you have done to me..............
At night I dream that I am strong and you no longer win,
I dream that I am the one that has you bound and you live for me as my slave.
I dream that I do what they say I can not and that I wear your scars proudly...............
because with honor I have earned the right to say that I fought this battle and won.
I own you now.............. Is this just a dream????????
Am I awake, have I made it, was this all true from the start and I did not see............
That the one thing they told me I would never be free from controling me................
Now is the one thing that lays at my feet, lost, I dont need you anymore............... I am strong....................
I am titanium................................. !
For I am, the once was................ cutter.
Titanium Butterfly