I'm high, so bare with me.
I'm an 18 year old female that resides in a shithole city that literally makes me sick everytime i walk out my front door. So i will be moving soon. The plan is St. George, Utah. Why would i want to move to such a place you ask? Hows about a beautiful town surrounded by mountains 3 hours away from Las Vegas. Lovely.

I'm on the verge to becoming a hermit. Half the time i'd rather sit at home and play CSS than go out. I'm a dork..i know this. I'm shy and quiet around people im not familar with, unfortunantly many people take that personally and lable me a bitch. Oh well, thier loss.

I'm so in love with my wonderful man, Chris. So please refrain yourself from sending me perverted messeges you idiots think will get my pants off. Although some of my pictures may be misleading, i am not a slut.

I don't fit under any catagory, or lable. Theres not one place i can think of that i belong. I have a hard time relating to other people. I'm a loner but i love to be surrounded by a crowd of people. I'm insecure but in my head i'm better than you. I'm a lazy perfectionist. I'm a walking contradiction. I'm blunt, open, honest, and most of the time i'll give you my opinion even when it's not wanted. But none of that matters because i'm 'cute'.


Anyway, I love reading and researching different relgions, astroligy, numberoligy, and such but i just havent been doing much of that lately since my boyfriend has been living with me. I don't know why really, i guess he's just really distracting (in a very good way). I love dying hair, and doing make up. It feels like my art to me. That may be stupid to some, but whatever. I love hanging out with other peoples friends. They always seem so much cooler than mine for some reason. I've done my share of drugs, in the end it's fucked with my head pretty bad but i would do it again without hesitation. I love meeting new people while i'm fucked up. That hardened shell i usually have around myself is shattered and i'm free to be me without the burden of humiliation.

Okay i feel exposed enough..