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i wake thinken of u, i sleep thinkn of u, in my waken houres im loven u, i give u my love,my hart,my life, ur my evry thing, yet u treat me like im nuthing, i lay there by u evry night yet u dont c me, i cry out ur name yet u dont here me i tuch u yet u dont feel me, am i dead? am i breathing? is my heart beating? what can i do for u to c me to here me to love me? im die n here yat u dont care. all i do is cry and u just walk a way well im done so go fuck ur self u pice of shit ass hole

lover

i ues to close my eyes and dream of a happy life, a life with no pain a life with love, never did i think that it would 1 day hapen, nore did i think that i would find it with out drugs or wiskey, nore did think it would come to the point were i smile but now i smile wen i think of nuthing yet evry thing,the wind the sun the sea the waves,wen i wake i no longer want to walk in to the sea so she can love me,i rather walk in to ur arms, look in to ur eyes and see the love shing thue your eyes, the way u say my name,the way u love me,yet i know it wont last but i take what i can of u,and wen ur gone ill walk in to my lovers arms she will all ways love me,my love the sea she awates, but she will not have me till ur gone and i know thats soon.

sitn here

siting here with my head in my hands, thinking "how am i going to do this?" "what am i going to do?" "what nex?" "im a lone now, now what?" my tears run down my face yet not a sound to hear, siting ther with silnt tears i think "why did this hapen ?" "why did he do it?" then all of a suden the tears stop, my head clears,a smile apon my face aperrs, the thout of u, ur smile , the words u say to me, im not a lone, i know ur there for me, i now know what to do, keep going, dont run, dont stop, keep going thank u my firend

pain and love

life is to short for u not to love life is to short for the pain to come love in 1 hand pain in the other thay all ways come to gather as i look in to ur eyes i see lust, love ,pashon, hate for me i c the fear u have of me i take ur hands in mine and give u my love, as i take ur pain with love in mine and pain in urs we live and love and keep going on life is to short not to love life is to short for the pain to come with love in 1 hadn and pain in the other it dont mater cus im with u

rape

clawing at my soul, riping at my hart, you stand there looking at me with emptyniss in ur eyes as if u dont care that u raped my soul and tore my hart out no love no carring, nuthing, loving u is like hating my self,

proud to be white

Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us racists. If we had White History Month We'd be racists. If we had any organization for only whites to "advance" OUR lives ... We'd be racists. We have a Hispanic Chamber of Commerce, a Black Chamber of Commerce, and then we just have the plain Chamber of Commerce. Wonder who pays for that? If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships ... You know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US , yet if there were "White colleges" . THAT would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching For your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, You would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're Not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride . You call us racists. You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us. But, when a white police officer Shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug- dealer running From the law and posing a threat to society . You call him a racist. I am proud. But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?

crying

as tears run down my face i dont know why i cry or how to stop them, my heart is braking and i dont know why i cant breath cant talk just sit here and cry, it hurts so bad yet i dont know why tell me plez what is rong with me, i sit here and cry the tears wont stop make them stop cant breth i think im dieing make it stop , i lay here now looking up in to the sky, red like my blood, blue like ur eyes, white clouds like the smoth sikn i once touched, thoundr and lighting like r love making, im crying, i dont know why,cant breath, cant think, im crying and i dont know why, my heart stops the tears dry, im dieing and i dont know why.
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