here i am with tears in my eyes over something stupid, i mean, i just got hurt because i know me and my man broke it off or whatever, but i get to loking on myspace and he has commented this girl that he told me he had been hanging out with, he comments all of her like 20-30 pics. every single picture, were talking about a guy who gets off the fone with me because he's tired of holding it up to his ear, so i'm thinking that he was like obsessed or something, because the whole time i'v been on myspace, he has not left me one photo comment. he says it was nothing and she asked him to comment on all of them so this other guy wouldn't be the only one to do it, I know he likes her, i'v talked with ppl that say he talks about her all the time, and he's always in a hurry to get back over there. So there's this survey on her page and its asking what she likes in guys, piercings =1 (Kody has his ears gauged) and it says Tattoos= 2 (Kody has 2) now what are the chances that survey isn't about him..... hmms. It's not really any of my business because i broke up with him like 2 weeks ago, but we were still hanging out all the time, doin it, you know just like being together without the title, but then i see these comments like, ur cute, and that's sexy, and stuff like ur boobs look heavy let me hold them, and that wouldn't bother me if he was talking about dry humping her now, but this shit was like last week stuff. It just makes my stomache turn to think of Kody w/ another chick because he is the only man i'v ever been with and i just don't know how to feel. I know that it is over, its just hard for me to accept i guess. part of me wants to scream and cry and work that ass to get him back, but the better part of me says to just let it go...
*~*~*~*~Hurt~*~*~Confused~*~*~*~hates myspace~*~*
