i just dont and i want all that share these words to under stand that beliefe is something that you feel,,,,,,,,,and i just dont feel ...i let my heart open to emotions that i had burried deep within the shell of the man b4 you now ......and here is my conclusion to it all ........gods first words were LET THERE BE LIGHT.....this is a power i can hold in my hands and the greatest of givfts from god ....even though i can hold the power of light in the palm of my hand i can not find one person that can hold me for more than a few moments at a time