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Hey everyone. I just wanted to tell you all that I wont be able to respond or really be on this website due to the fuck up of my internet.

All Those Nights

All of those nights when I stayed up wondering about what would happen the following day. All the time wasted on things that would just fly by anyway. Things swirl in the sunlight like a soft glow from heaven, and all the lover's have changed names. I can still hear each and everyone breathing. There's a difference in the littlest of things. Time is as real as a picture. Still, quiet, misleading. What if I forget now? My heart, my fears, and my sanity? All I have is what I know, and someday... I might only have those pictures left. When that day comes, may God remind me, that I did have a purpose.

Hey hey Hey

Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun. I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going to the gym would be a good investment for the New Year. I really do feel healthier and happier working out. I've stopped drinking so much soda as well. I've actually cut it out all together. I'm not online as much now. I just try to sleep more at night and not so much during the day. Well thank you to all my friends in here. Drop a line if you like.
I try to be good at the art of relationships. I try my best to understand the whole internal workings of one. When your in your own, it's more complexed but I know certain things I would be doing if I was single. And I will list important key factors: 1...Do things that make YOU happy. You have no one to please but yourself. 2...Some new clothes, a new look, you got to own it and know it! Your a sexy bitch, tell yourself that right now. 3...Time to go hang out with your friends. They are there with or without your relationships. 4...Exercise is a good way to get out energy,aggression and depression. You don't have to do it to "loose weight" or "look better." Do it for happiness. 5... BEWARE OF THE REBOUND. Your heart could get broken and so could the person your getting involved with. Give yourself time and stick with flirting if your not ready for the real thing. 6...Be brave and try to be social. Always keep up a smile and good posture. Remember you are what sexy means. 7...Don't get stuck over your x's. They are x's for a reason. 8...Be a happy social drinker, not a happy social drunk. If your flinging up your skirt or taking off your shirt, this can get dangerous and may cause some unwanted Bar Rebound (see rule 5). 9...Learn something new. It's time to learn that 2nd language or how to sew. 10...Be yourself and never hide who you really are.
Hey, did anyone watch the Chainsaw Awards on Fuse? Why is Devil's Rejects best movie of the year??? It's not a horror movie! It's a thriller. I mean, hello? Really, it's just not a horror movie. And what the fuck!? Ville Valo didn't win Prince of Darkness?! What is this world coming to?
It had been days since I've touched someone on the face. Just a trace of a finger, or my lips pressed against their cheek. I'm more lonley then I've been for years. I decided to be adventuours, go out and laugh a bit. My friend Kristi took me to her work at the movie threatre down town to catch a flick with her. There was a tall slender guy at the front office, just sweeping at the floor. I was quiet like normal. Kristi said a hello to him, he looked up,we caught each other in the eyes and kept a flame between each other for a second and glanced away. You can tell by the type of blush he had, there was a thought of attraction. The movie was fine, I ate popcorn and chattered to Kristi from time to time. The guy came into the threatre though, and tried to whisper hello to me but got hushed at instead. A few days later I get a call from the guy at the threatre. I found out his name was J and he wanted to know if I'd like to do something with him. I figured why not, I'm out for a good time. We went to the pier, where there's a billion side walk vendors, amusement rides and drinks. We could here children laughing in the distance and the drunks hollering on the side. We finally sat by the ocean. He would glance at me time to time. I was nervous so I just smiled and giggled. J finally pulled the move by scooting over and placing his hand on the small of my back. Just one day of knowing each other and he felt so comfortable with me, I thought. I relaxed and let his warm fingers dance along my back. The sand from them started to fall in the back of my jeans and make me squirm a little bit.He had a very determined look on his face. He pressed up to my chest with his chest, stared to my eyes and kissed me hard on the lips. I could feel his blood flow with the kiss he gave me. My back was on the sand soon enough. His sweaty palm was up my shirt, and one finger in between my soft breast and the underwire of my bra. The kiss was more fast, more depth and more blood flowed between us. I could feel his cock pressing against my clothed thiugh.

To You

Hello Everyone, I just want to say thank you for all the kind words. (hugs)
You worry about every little thing, don't you? You start to know people out of your frame of mind. People that you'd see in bars on a rainy Tuesday now are your friends. They start telling you about the woes, the drugs, but they seem okay with it. Your fine with them telling you, they seem happy, content maybe. "Hey, that's how it goes." You shrug, and agree. When did we stop striving for something different? Is that happiness, just accepting hardship? Maybe we just make things hardier for ourselves. We say "addiction" as an excuse. We say "problems" because we create them without looking for a solution. We just need to keep the simple solutions in are head; that if you don't try, you really won't get anywhere.

What A Lovely Night!

I stayed at work late tonight, just to have few drinks with a few of my co workers. Then I went to my boyfriend's. Made crazy love, it's so nice to laugh and joke around, and the next thing you know, your cuddled in each other's arm's making out. So I had a good day today, it's about time since it's been work/bored/work. I'm just happy to love again.

Tell Me Your Dreams

I also wanted to offer my ability to interpret dreams to everyone. If you ever have an interesting dream that you want to know the meaning behind, feel free to ask. And please, no "wet" dreams. It's a hobby of mine to keep my mind fresh. I'm not a shrink, but I have a few good bits of advice here and there.
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