Man i gotta say this had been a crazy christmas and the whole holiday thing. It started out by me and my girl takin a break. We have been goin out for almost 4 years but i guess things havent been goin all so good we split apart it sucks. I miss her to death. She is my life. We agreed on some things im not gonna get into them but i hope it works out. I dunno when i left to move back I thought id never see her again for a long time. But there is hope i think. I think we just need a break. Got laid off from a job and shit and we was by each other everyday i guess it just got to each other. I dunno if this girl knows it but i want to marry her. Its been in my head for along time i just dont know when to bust the question. I dont want to be rejected. She loves me lots i know she does she always tells me. We just need to get our lives on track. All that i can ask for in the year 2007 is for me and my baby gaby to be happy and live happily ever after. I cant see bein with anyboy else but her. We get along so good together,we can talk about anything doesnt matter what it is,we laugh together and have fun. I want this to be our year. She makes me so happy. Its like everytime i see her i just smile a million miles wide u just dont understand. Wow what a song selena dreaming of u just started playing on yahoo. Thats what im doin right now is dreaming of her. Shes either on her way back from mexico or gettin ready to leave. She has alot of guts she puts up with me when i get sick and everyting. I have seizures and shit but she sticks by me all the way. I love it. I dont think id ever find another girl like this. she is my soulmate. Anyways lets get on with the christmas. woke up everything was all good my bro came over first. I guess he has a thing when he bein touched he dont like it and my dad did it and he had a fit. They got into and had a shoving match, i was referee. It sucked i come here to visit my family and this shit happens. They had there fight and then my mom and dad got into it. sayin all kinds of crazy shit to each other. My dad was pushin on my mom which i dont like at all so i had to step in and get between the middle of them. Finally i just went crazy and just told them to shut the hell up. It was makin me so mad this is not the christmas i wanted to have. Families are not supposed to fight u know they gotta be happy. just dont seem like any family members are happy anymore. its crazy. I just cant wait till friday im gonna meet up with my baby and give her the biggest kiss and hug and tell her that i love her to the deepest down part of my heart and live happily ever after. This is gonna be me and my babys year. 3 year anniversary is 1-06-2007 can wait. talk to yall laters.
