Corabeth's blog: "Corabeth"

Hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night.... hush now my baby please dont you be afraid because mommy is right here by yourside... hush now my darling please dont have a fear because mommy wont let anything happen to you hush now my sweetheart dont you be lost because mommy will be there to find you.... hush now my baby dont say a word because mommys right here to rock you to sleep hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night....

She holds back her tears she never shows her feelings she always bites her tongue and shallows her fears as she feels she has to be strong and brave for everyone else. she barely shows emotion she barely lets anyone get close to her she hides herself from the world she will never tell you her wants or needs she will never let you see the real side of her she will never tell you if she is hurt,sad,or upset she will never have the balls to trust anyone in this world again she already trusted once but ended up alone again she already had a promise mad to her but it was broken will she ever find that special friend again or will she end up alone for the rest of her life as the darkness already fell over her.

There you stood before me Waiting with your arms opened wide Just wanting to hold me all through the night Careless of my moods Careless of the tears I cried You knew my pain You knew my sorrow You comforted me through it all You always told me how beautiful I am Always told me I make a wonderfull mother Even though I struggle to do my best You never look down upon me you never let someone be cruel to me you never let me give up but force me to keep trying you hold my hand you walk me through my fears you hold me through my tears you protect me from whats bad you make me do whats right you make me laugh you make me cry you make me frown you make me smile I know you have your doubts I know sometimes you wonder if its going to last I know sometimes you feel as if I don't love you but nothing could ever change my love for you I told you once before and I will tell it to you again Your happiness is my happiness Whatever makes you happy I will do for you baby I will lay down my life for you I will swim across the ocean for you I will fight for you I will cry for you If I could I would even take your pain from you and make it into my own Nothing can change how I feel for you Nothing can change the fact that I love you so much Nothing can even take my heart from you My life is your life My heart is your heart My body is your body My soul is your soul

she sits alone in her room crying as her heart breaks no one to listen to her no one to care she wonders why she is even still there... all her life she prayed for one special friend just for one person to listen to her just for one person to care... and yet she feels so alone still as her prayers have never been answered. he sits all alone on the street corner thinking deeply to himself about how things are he just wishes he could turn back the hands of time to take back everything said and done and through his thoughts he wonders why he is stillt there living where he is all his life he just prayed for someone to love him for someone to like him and he thought he had found that one special person but she took everything he had from him away his family friends and life leaving him now in the dark corner of the street freezing his prayers unspoken never answered their time is running out their faith is running low why cant time be gentle to them why cant they be shown someone cares instead of being turned away why wont people listen before its to late why does there have to be pain instead of light? nothing makes sense this life we are living in whats worth loving if love is only destroyed? whats worth living when we are the killers of this life? whats worth giving when its just taken away... the pain wont end the tears wont stop i cant go on like this i wish it could just end

hello, just wanted to say hi and stuffs...i will post more later..be safe be well alls...