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there are things i can control and things i can't.
things i can control: my actions when calm. whether or not i take my medications on time. whether or not i eat. picking music to listen to or not listening to it. taking a shower. going to therapy. whether or not i give up on myself.
things i can't control: the actions of others. the words of others. who i love. my family. my confusion.
things i will control in time: whether or not i am calm enough to control my actions. my paranoid thinking patterns (personalization). my living situation. my life. my emotions.
things i wish i could control but know i never will: things he says about his ex. how far away he is. when i will see him again. the actions of those closest to me when they will only cause pain.
~sin
