PerVersion's blog: "Here it is"

Everything is perfect
Everything is worthless
No reason to live
No need to die
I am the ugliest
Most beautiful
Most hateful
Most caring person
I am in pain all day
And feel nothing all the same
I hate being in love
But I love being loved
I despise violence
But beat myself up everyday
I hate being this way
But I love being nothing
I tried to pull the trigger


But nothing came out...