Considering my past, ive dealt with alot of hurt..! ♥ I have been betrayed by the onez i love the most az well az my closest friendz..! ♥ When i was at my worst, they have been many timez that i was kicked down when i was already weak...! ♥ Ive learned not to completely trust anyone to the fullest extent...! ♥ I learned alot about myself and someone who i thought i could go to with any and everything...! ♥ You learn the hard way and itz alwayz you that endz up with the heartache...! ♥ I Never before believed that you could love someone unconditionally but now i know you truly can & no matter what happenz, you will love them regardless of the pain they have caused...! ♥ Ive realized to never trust someone with your heart...! ♥ Alwayz gaurd it & let them in slowly...! ♥ Dont give more than the equal amount...! ♥ But everyone in life getz hurt, heartbroken, scared, lonely, walked all over & taken advantage of...! ♥ We walk through life wishing we hadnt, even though we may realize the lesson to be taught...! ♥ Now you can only see my smile, you can hear my laugh but something you cant hear or see iz whatz deep inside me...! ♥ Underneath im breaking...! ♥ It seemz like every breath i take lastz forever & at the same time bringz so much pain...! ♥ Plenty of emptiness, anger & sorrow in me...! ♥ Inside there liez a darkness wanting to escape...! ♥ Im slowly breaking, slowly letting go of all the pain...! ♥ In all i have been through i have come to realize that, WHEN A PERSON SHOW'S YOU WHO THEY ARE THE 1ST TIME BELEIVE THEM...! ♥ I have giving many 2nd chamberz & been burned numerous timez due to that and i can say honestly i am not the type to give that 2nd chance anymore...! ♥ So i may forgive so my heart will be at peace but a second chance is not going to be given...! ♥ To be able to forgive someone else for their mistakes, you have to begin with yourself...! ♥ If you can't forgive yourself for the pain they put you through, you will never be able to forgive that person...! ♥ Forgive but never forget, and if you're willing to forgive, you don't bring it back up again, cuz if you do, that means you didn't really forgive...! ♥ At timez im glad that i have been put through all that i have been because without that, i probably would understand the real meaning of hurt...! ♥ My heart still hasnt completely healed cuz i dont think nobodii heart healz after being broken so many timez but i am proud to say that all this has only made me stronger & made me have a different outlook not only on life but az well az love....! ♥
