I like someone...but i already fucked it up in a matter of 3 days. I'm not sure if i want another relationship this soon, but i do want/need/crave attention and feeling loved. thats why im so self destructive when it comes to being committed. i think thats also why i (stupidly) called someone the other night for nothing more than attention. I dont drink...I dont smoke...only occasionally, and I'm not a bad person...except for when someone really gets in my head. my ex is threatening me with all sorts of stuff...including me losing my son...but its not like he can do anything about it because he doesnt have anything himself. no job, no car and no leg to stand on (literally kinda cuz all his limbs are fucked up) anywho i got my anger out now and im going to get ready for my job interview.
