Confessions I feel like im being torn apart what do i do cant keep runnin ne more
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I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I'm so torn apart right now I have feeling's for phil and he's broken up with me twice the first time He called back that night and appoligised and he was sorry. and then he said some other things the next week and did it again and every time I talk to him it get's harder and I want to love him but i cant because no matter how much i try I still love josh i miss him so much and We always promised to be best friends if we broke up and it breake's my heart everytime I see him or get asked about him or whatever because it isnt in my life and everyday I wake up and i think hes not in my life. ANd phil says im running away from my feelins and so is he because 1 minute he loves me the next he's like part of me wants u and the other im not sureof i cant keep doing this and I cant keep hurtin over lovin josh i wish there wasnt love i the world ihate itand I cant take it ne more I cant deal with it i unno what to do
