DJ SinFulRedAngelAKAAngel Eyes Sarges Ba's blog: "Confessions"

I am so sorry that I have not been on here lately. I have been very busy with school and all the other things going on here at home. I really have missed everyone and I am not ignoring anyone at all. Trust me that as soon as I can get back on track with it all. I will be back on here for some R&R. I love you all and will return. Any of you out there that must chat with me can send me a email to my yahoo or IM me. Bites and Kisses to all.

Hey all you out there. My VIP is getting ready to expire in one day so I will soon not be able to rate above a 10. I will return to VIP status asap though cause I love all the added features. Never actually had anyone give me a VIP gift so I always bought it for myself. I do however plan to do this for a few of my friends when I get a chance to myself. I will try to add a few more pics before this expires too, so see you all real soon again.

I have prayed for this moment to happen and have been waiting for this to come true for the longest time. I never actually thought that it would happen for real. My fiancee has finally come to live with me and could not be happier then I am at this moment. I love him so much and I was beginning to wonder if things would ever get to this stage. Although everything was great and we talked all the time, I thought that we were distant at times and I sometimes felt not that important. I know that prayers are granted and you can get your fondest dreams if you only have faith and believe. I was starting to get so many doubts and thoughts running through my head that all pointed to failure. I was actually starting to get very hopeless. Although it is not the endless sex fest that most would think, we are very happy together and he is getting to feel at home. My life is starting to have much more stabilty now also which is a great thing. The future holds many things for us and we will face them all together and with undying love.

I asked God to help me out with some things that are unresolved issues in my life. I have had countless sleepless nights as some of you may know. Some of these issues are bad. Some are life changing and some are just plain nerve racking. I have however been sending up prayers and asking for a solution soon. I hope that my answer is not way-laid but only time will tell. One particular request was that something be resolved in the manor I would like. If not I have asked for the strength, courage, and wisdom to move on without it killing me by doing so. Only time and how this is played out will determine if you see different faces in my life and a major change in my life. Please keep me in your prayers. Thank You.